Wednesday, 18 March 2015

I AM STILL LIVING DEAD

                                         "Lonely Poem" "Sad Poem" "Lost Poem"


Today my eyes seem a lot dry,
It seems I am unable to cry,
I had spent long days crying alone,
I wait trustfully for her one telephone.
 I remember some of those days,
When my heart suffered her flirty plays,
I still remember some of those wakeful nights,
She slept peacefully after intentional fights.


Sometimes I felt desolately broken all of a sudden,
And my gifted life felt a painful burden,
Many times I wished death as I felt she was hurt,
But never knew that she was only a flirt.
 How idiot I was at the time,
When I thought she was mine,
But I was always wrong,
And found own self in a heartbroken song.

Was it my fault to love a fake heart?
Or it was she who failed in her part?
Depressed hours had never past,
When I suppressed happy life in a sorrow crust....
 Thinking of her to return,
I cursed the God of Saturn.
But always she proved me false,
When every time I got busy calls....

Her phone was full of illicit messages,
And I caught her in many dark passages,
But idiot I was to give her chances,
In thought if she ever changes....
No she can’t ever change,
But my heart will never take any revenge,
From her, because my love is true,
And she pierced my pure heart through....


She has gone away long,
But I find myself still in every sad song,
Though today she is not beside me,
But me happily humming like a bee..
Today I get scolding at home for her,
Today I'm a spoiled brat in the eyes of every teacher,
Did God do this any fair?
Gave the traitor his happiness to share....



Is being good on Earth a crime?
Isn't it bad to lose virginity in prime?
Then why she is in the sea of happiness,
And I stand in the barren land of sadness...
 I stand with not a single tear left,
With no heart in fear of theft,
With searching eyes without any sight,
With sun in hand but not a ray of light....

Poet by situation
        &

not by birth.

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